July 20th: skylar made me an anklet today
my interview will be over and done with in 12 hours. i'm nervous. i really wish i had more confidence in myself. not only am i nervous about the interview, but then what if i get the job? i'm nervous about setting up my classroom, dealing with parents, and in general just teaching. i absolutely love to watch children learn and grow, but will i be good at it? i wish i could replace doubt with confidence.
i also hope that teaching is what i want to do. what if i hate it? the only other 2 things i'd want to do is photography and writing, but who doesn't these days. plus, both are really hard fields to get into. or maybe i should have done preschool. God knows i love my nieces (and nephews). but i also think i will love teaching. it's been something i've wanted to do my whole life, so why doubt it? and why doubt my abilities? i need to know that i WILL be a great teacher and, although i know i'll have mishaps and bad days, i WILL change the life of a child.
now, i just need an interview outfit.
and, i really like the movie letters to juliet. it's the perfect amount of cheesiness and love. i hope it comes out on DVD soon.
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