where has the time gone?
it has been forever. and now there's only 2 weeks left til christmas and i have bought a present for laura. that is all. i need to get on it. this weekend i need to get some shopping done + i have to get secret santa gifts for work.
here is life in pictures as of late:
November 21st: nice little set up to do work for school
November 22nd: my class before the Thanksgiving Friendship Feast
November 24th: first night of craziness with everyone at the cabin
November 25th: thanksgiving turkey
November 26th: christmas tree farm
November 29th & 30th: no picture
December 1st: bandaged thumbs up
December 3rd: no picture (and a day I would like to forget)
December 8th: no picture
I have a picture for the 9th, but it is on my camera downstairs and I'm lazy, so I'll just start then for my next post of pictures.
the past couple of weeks have just been crazy. I've had to deal with a lot of emotions, plus work, plus getting ready for the holidays and moving (I'm moving in with my brother tomorrow...or at least hoping to). it has been really hard to let go of the boy I spent the past 2 and a half years with and to know that he has just given up on us at the drop of a hat. to feel worthless has been the worst, as well as feeling like I wasted all that time with someone who didn't truly care about me. moving on is a difficult process, and while I don't like to do it around the holidays, I also think the holidays will take my mind off of things. also I'm excited for one week from now because a boy is visiting charlotte who I am very excited to see. I hope that this will help my process and being happy is something I need to be. I can't wait to spend time with friends and family and everything that Christmas is about. I should try to get some sleep. I have got to work out tomorrow (I have taken 3 days off for no reason, which sucks) and then pack/move + do a little shopping. laura's home so I'm excited to spend time with her as well. goodnight cold weather.
