and now, i'm 22

July 26th: dinner at rachel's

July 27th: my birthday

cake with ariel and soccer players, courtesy of my nieces

July 28th: photoshoot with campbell; birthday flowers from the boy

well, i'm 22. still unemployed (i think if i was going to get that job, i would have heard by now). feeling more worthless and confused most days. watched the runaways the night before my birthday and remember me on the night of my birthday. both good movies. remember me was really good. depressing, but good. i feel like time is running out for me to start my life. but i keep telling myself if i don't teach this coming year, it won't be the worst thing ever. i haven't really gotten anything for my birthday because my family party is this saturday. i also am not doing much work for jennifer, so i've been bored for lack of better words. also reading eat, pray, love a lot which is a really good book.

"is is better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection."